I discovered my mantra today while at the Dentist office. Don’t laugh at me it really worked. In my recent past I aspired to practice Nichiren Buddhism, and thank god I stopped picking up their calls because I didn’t have the courage to tell them “Nam Myoho Renge Kyo” didn’t work for me. October isContinue reading “Take The Pain”
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recklessly waiting
waiting for things to calm down in your brain for the small chance of days similar to before. a reciprocated love war. afraid of being afraid,are we? you’ve given up trying to fix my fuck ups, have we? ran the course of all scenarios to rearrange this? Tomorrow truly may never come. these days areContinue reading “recklessly waiting”
Idiot nerves
Nervousness seeps into me like purple hope in a jar. Its not healthy to want her this much. My body is heavy from her touch. She won’t trust the love I poured down her gates. She’s royalty and I am just a jape. She deserves a good fuck like the one I couldn’t give her.Continue reading “Idiot nerves”
Serious Star Stuff
Life is a trip on the wild side. So many emotions to contain in this vessel meant to sweat and shit and jizz and spit. No wonder it never felt better to utter. Mistakes and failures fuel this rock let the pain be enough to never give up. Never surrender in this galaxy quest. SaganContinue reading “Serious Star Stuff”
Blue Valentine Blues, Pedals With You.
Happy Friday June 26th 2020. Currently watching Blue Valentine. It sucks any decent life left in tranquility . Anti marriage movies were all the youthful rage 2010 required. But the rage ten years later ten years wiser all the more destructive and aimless is apropos. July 4th is almost near . Queer how last yearContinue reading “Blue Valentine Blues, Pedals With You.”
Morning strings.
My life dangles on a string and I at anytime am bound to fall apart. Me and my immediate family feel so much but never address anything. We are as quiet as the silence before the thunder storm. It’s clear I don’t want to address anything right now but I hope you can see myContinue reading “Morning strings.”
What’s a garden to an ape?
What day is it? I can’t remember it . This post will need a title when I’m done. Something simple like the date because this new year, 2017, I am promising myself to write more. I’m leaving it out there in the World Wide Web. In hopes it reaches someone. Similar to life where weContinue reading “What’s a garden to an ape?”
Forevermore
It was a morning parallel to the similarity no one wanted in life. Afternoon arrived pregnant in disappointment . Actions slept the whole day. I am a filthy boy. Wish I could do things to you that make you yell in pleasure. I don’t have the courage to write you and say hello I needContinue reading “Forevermore “
The Coffined night owl
Music suffers imprisoned within skin. Confined to my body. Felt like dancing to shame the outward pain speaking to my insides. Intruders can’t seem to strategize my demise fast enough. I wish a blanket would come and fake my stay. Mother I worry how much you worry for me.lets Stop transforming my worries into 3rdContinue reading “The Coffined night owl”
Journal Entry – A Co-Worker David Also Named Inspiration
There were five people in a movie theatre dressed in black David, Margaret, Chanell, Qwintashia, and I Trying to find the best ways to waste time Tetris failed at a game of boredom human bodies stacked impatience in their minds and watched it fly. Uniformity causes the pain of talking the bastard English language onContinue reading “Journal Entry – A Co-Worker David Also Named Inspiration”
