Nervousness seeps into me like purple hope in a jar. Its not healthy to want her this much. My body is heavy from her touch. She won’t trust the love I poured down her gates. She’s royalty and I am just a jape. She deserves a good fuck like the one I couldn’t give her.Continue reading “Idiot nerves”
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Serious Star Stuff
Life is a trip on the wild side. So many emotions to contain in this vessel meant to sweat and shit and jizz and spit. No wonder it never felt better to utter. Mistakes and failures fuel this rock let the pain be enough to never give up. Never surrender in this galaxy quest. SaganContinue reading “Serious Star Stuff”
Idiot thoughts
I have not weighed myself since last week. It’s no use in doing so because those were the kind of habits that got me in trouble last time. The number on the scale doesn’t matter as long as you’re consistent. Walking everyday and making healthier choices. Over and over again without end. I can definitelyContinue reading “Idiot thoughts”
Blue Valentine Blues, Pedals With You.
Happy Friday June 26th 2020. Currently watching Blue Valentine. It sucks any decent life left in tranquility . Anti marriage movies were all the youthful rage 2010 required. But the rage ten years later ten years wiser all the more destructive and aimless is apropos. July 4th is almost near . Queer how last yearContinue reading “Blue Valentine Blues, Pedals With You.”
Morning strings.
My life dangles on a string and I at anytime am bound to fall apart. Me and my immediate family feel so much but never address anything. We are as quiet as the silence before the thunder storm. It’s clear I don’t want to address anything right now but I hope you can see myContinue reading “Morning strings.”
Thursday Idiocy
The one thing I will ask of you is the hardest thing to do. Love Yourself. There are way too many times we give ourselves to negative thoughts. The brain gets bored. It feels the need to fuck with you. You ever been walking down the street and out of nowhere your mind starts toContinue reading “Thursday Idiocy”
Seriously feeling
[…] Today’s word is ShadowsWritten for The Daily Spur: https://thedailyspur.wordpress.com/2020/06/24/shadows/ […] My shadow fights her I keep trying to move on from the curse Of broken heart I suffer Even 10:09pm hurts I remember We flew together like birds. Looks came together like clockwork We were Meant for each other. Like a wave and surfboard IContinue reading “Seriously feeling”
Idiot Things
I started trashing things. I started realizing how asleep I’ve been in my life. I’ve watched too much television. Anticipated too many seasons of Game of Thrones and Scandal. Saved so many things to do later. Where have I been? What have I been doing? I honestly couldn’t tell you. One because I can’t rememberContinue reading “Idiot Things”
Serious Embarrassment
Last Time I actually posted something I had so much hope. Last time I wrote something I wanted to change. There is so much to say about intentions and reality. The reality was I never really committed to my life before. I understood the necessary changes that needed to take place in order to getContinue reading “Serious Embarrassment”
I don’t want to be fat anymore
Lets start today as the first day of the rest of my life…
